Give me love like her, 'Cause lately I've been waking up alone. paint spotted tear drops on my shirt, told you I'd let them go.
And i'll fight my corner, maybe tonight I'll call ya, after my blood turns into alcohol, no i just wanna hold ya,
Give a little time to me, we'll burn this out, We'll play hide and seek, to turn this around, all i want is the taste that your lips allow,
my my, my my oh give me love, my my, my my oh give me love, my my, my my oh give me love, my my, my my oh give me love, my my, my my give me love.
give me love like never before, 'cause lately I've been craving more. and it's been a while but i still feel the same, maybe I should let you go
you know i'll fight my corner, and that tonight I'll call ya, after my blood, is drowning in alcohol, no i just wanna hold ya,
give a little time to me, we'll burn this out, We'll play hide and seek, to turn this around, all i want is the taste that your lips allow,
my my, my my, oh give me love give a little time to me, we'll burn this out We'll play hide and seek, to turn this around all i want is the taste that your lips allow
my my, my my, oh give me love my my, my my oh give me love, my my, my my oh give me love, my my, my my oh give me love, my my, my my give me love.
my my, my my, oh give me love..(x12)
Of all the money e'er I had I've spent it in good company And all the harm e'er I've done Alas it was to none but me And all I've done for want of wit To memory now I can't recall So fill to me the parting glass Good night and joy be with you all
Of all the comrades e'er I had They are sorry for my going away And all the sweethearts that e'er I had They would wish me one more day to stay But since it falls unto my lot That I should rise and you should not I'll gently rise and I'll softly call Good night and joy be with you all
A man may drink and not be drunk A man may fight and not be slain A man may court a pretty girl And perhaps be welcomed back again But since it has so ordered been By a time to rise and a time to fall Come fill to me the parting glass Goodnight and joy be with you all Goodnight and joy be with you all
The decisions you make matter. They matter so much. I made a bad one. And it ultimately caused me to lose the love of my life. But ...it's okay. He's with someone else now, as far as I know, he's happy, and that's all that matters to me. WHile I was drawing this, this song came on. And I put my head on my desk. And I cried. I do not cry, lets just say. I went through a period in my life where I felt no emotions at all. None. I was just surviving. And then he showed up in my life again, and the flame was rekindled. He saved me from certain doom. I was not the best person to be n a relationship with. I was immature, I was too shy and timid. I didn't talk to him as much as I wanted. Up to that point, the relationship was a secret. My parent's didnt know. And then they found out. It was traumatic for me, to say the least. Only after our traumatic (for me) 'relationship' ending, did I mature. I sprouted from a 17-year old with the mind of a 15 yr old to an 18 year old with a well-thinking and adjusted mind. I am called wise beyond my years by my mother (not true all the time ), and others see something in me that usually isnt there. I don't even know what it is. I do know how it got there though. Orion. Horses are amazingly spiritual. And healing. Orion healed me, a lot more and faster than I would have on my own. He put something in me that ... i can only describe as spiritual.
A broken heart is agony. It eats at your soul, aty your body and your mind. I miss him. I miss his voice, his sweet brown eyes his cute sharp vamipry canines i see his name and my heart skips my fingers tremble when i try to talk to him, but i fail and every time my facebook pings or my skype pops or my phone buzzes, my heart jumps at the chance, the slim chance that its him and even when i know i shouldn't i love him. Most people don't like me. I dress weird, I have weird hobbies, I'm blind in one eye, and im not overy emotional. And, at one point, I truly believe he loved me.
Somebody other than my family loved me. A broken, flawed, human being.
And that is amazing to me.
Be careful of what you chose to do, or you could pay a price worse than anything you could imagine.
I know most of you wont pay attention to Fargo from the internet. But hey I warned you ; )
I finally have the courage to comment. Although I have never been in a relationship I have had my complete flaws. I rarely smile and am considered quite emotionless. I am a introvert, keep to myself and do what I know. On the outside, nothing seems to scare me. People dont see what I really feel. Inside I am terrified. I could barely tell my parents what I wanted to do for a career cause I thought they would shut me down and laugh at the thought.
Butevery storm runs out of rain. Every heart ache eventually fades away. There is always light at the end of the tunnel and christ he willalways give you a safe passage way. You are truly amazing, Fargo. Your art is truly incrediable and your passions are undeniable. You are so imaginitve and creative. Use that.
My mare, Angell has gotten me through so much crap in my life. Every fight with my mother, every fight with my sisters and everything. My best friend has barely spoken to me all summer. She has a boyfriend now and I respect that. But between him andher newerish friend I am not even a afterthought. The one thing I could hold ontu and count on was Angell. She, like your Orion has more personality that a lot of horses. I read her my stories and she wont even flinch. She gives me a look everytime she is anoyed. And she seems to always know when I need a hug.
Despite whatpeople think..horses are one of the ultimate therapy and healing animals. They reflect what you need and well I think we both expeirences that. They are a womans best friend and loyal comanion. Dont give up hope Fargo. No pain lasts forever. Christ has made sure of that and even though the world and everyone in it is flawed we still find ways to be amazing. Yes there is a flip sode to that but we always try.
The spiritual connection with animalsis undeniable and our connection with Christ is clear. I have always seemed to know what people are going though and inderstamd it even though I , myself hadnt gone through it. My horse and I both havw literal and emotional scars. She has a scar on her back leg that is huge and I have one on my knee.They both slightly weaken our sregth on our legs. My emotional scars are hard to notice depite my cold personality. My mare has been abandoned and abused. Its dofferent but the connection is the same
God bless you Sydney. You deserve everything the Lord promises to provide. In my school I am considered the crazy horse christian lady so my reputation insnt so good. But I deal and move on. Even when we stop the worlld keeps spinning round and round. It doesnt wait for us.
Live life with what you got cause we sont know what we have until we lost it. There is alwyas someone who has it worse. But that doesnt mean we shouldnt be sas. There is a time to laughand a time tk cry. We need to decifer which time is which.
God bless once more, Fargo. I hope you come out witj a renewed strength. What doeant kill youmakes you stronger and no pain lasts forever.
:hugs: which Is ironic since I am not a big hugger xD
I saw this the morning after you posted it. One of the first things I woke up to, and reading what you wrote and the song and such made me teary eyed...And I NEVER get teary eyed over things at all. I've even been called cold awhile back by my own family. I tried to think of something to say, but couldn't at the time, and now I finally know something to say.
But now, typing this comment a couple days later and listening to that song...
I can't relate 100% to what you went through, as I've never been with anyone before in my life. I don't know the pain of heartbreak from a breakup...of love fading on one side or the other. I do, however, know how it feels to be overlooked by everyone, even the one I have feelings for. I don't know what it feels like to love or be loved by anyone other than family. I've watched the one I like with another girl, and being forced to keep distance at times, despite him being one of my best friends, and one of the few that hasn't replaced me with someone else. But I don't know what it feels like to love and be loved...
But I call myself and describe myself how you did yourself. I am broken and flawed, and though I can hide the former behind my usually hyper demeanor, I can't deny the latter at all. I don't fit in at all. I've got bad eyes, nearly blind in my right one. I can't relate to 99.9% of the people around me. Probably 100%, really. I guess I'm just adding that .01 for a little bit of hope. I am not tall and beautiful and athletic like the other girls around me, including my sister who is a grade behind me. I am not pretty at all, really. I have lost most...if not...all...hope of ever finding someone.
But you, on the other hand, are an amazing person. You're a beautiful, hilarious, and sweet person. You're an amazing artist as well. I admire your talents and skill as much as you as a person (in a not weird way XD) and you're a major inspiration to me. I have no doubt at all that you'll find someone one of these days.
And don't ever take Orion for granted. I have two horses myself and agree completely with what you say about them. Though I don't spend as much time as I should with them, I know that they are amazingly spiritual and are capable of healing things that are anywhere from simple like a rough or stressful day (my bay Quarter Horse gelding has), to something like what you're going through. Orion is a blessing for you, like Peppy and Rafter are to me and my family, and beloved horses all over.
Anyways...keep your head held high, my friend. God Bless <3
I get called apathetic and cold a lot also. but i like being mysterious and evil ekheeh jkjk
Aww baby ;-;
(THATS SO CRAZY IM NEARLY BLIND IN MY RIGHT EYE TOO)
I dont consider myself beautiful very much of the time either, but in my heart I know I am, and everyone is. I'm short, but I have broad shoulders, an oval face (bleh), biceps that are muscular just becuase they want to be and i dont want them, and im not very pretty
I have so much to say but I have no idea how to put it down in words. Even though we're all strangers behind computer screens and it sometimes doesn't mean much when we say we care. Well we do. You are a really amazing person and I look up to you as an artist and just a bad ass girl. (: Keep being you. I'll say a prayer for you.
you simply can't imagine on how many things did I identify myself with you.
a broken and flawed human being... i've regarded myself as that so much time that it's impossible to see it any other way. I may know how it feels, I may not. You seem a lot stronger than I am. And luckier- those feelings you describe up there, I've had them only on my mind. It shouldn't matter that much for me, but it does.
I'm so afraid of that. Having to make decisions...that terrifies me. And even more when the consequences are like yours. I don't have any hope that I'll ever be priced to someone, but at least know that you are to me (though it's not much of a consolation dlfksdfls). I mean- we are alike in so many ways! That too-mature-for-your-age line...I've been told that too. And a lot more, you already know. But one difference is that I wouldn't be able to revive from something like that,like you've done.
We've been talking for no more than a month, and I already am proud of you.
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